(Old) Friends

Dear friends that I lost on the way, 

Maybe it's just about time, about who stays longer than the other. Or about time in our life, that we had one or multiple problem that constantly consuming our head, draining our energy and needed to be solved. And managing friendship becoming something that we can't afford anymore. I know I might just talking about myself, or perhaps you felt this too?!. It's a commonsense we knew that we don't hate each other. We just had our own life as we continue making steps on a path that we choose that might distancing us apart. From one path to the other. Getting to know to a stranger, becoming someone to each other life, loosing one by one people that used to be special, and becoming stranger again.

I might missed you guys occasionally, but i won't bother you. I still thinking about the past sometimes, I kinda like my life back then, and I also love you guys because of Allah (hopefully I still and always do). but life's still goes on, we can't stuck on the past. But talking and thinking about the past can be done occasionally, and don't be like me that consumed by the past that made it hard to move on. As we still alive, let's see each other when it is time to do so. And when we don't, just made an excuses for me, and I also did for you, so we don't have any hard feeling. See you when I see you guys. Just be sure I missed you guys sometimes. Meeting you guys is always refreshing and recharging my energy and giving me hope somehow. I love you guys because of Allah.

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