Life is so wierd
You know what? Being home 24/7 such a real struggle. Being a job hunter send send send all over to get my dream job, and I-don't-really-want-that-job nearly for a year Been in mother-daughter quarrels for almost every single day I have a rocky head just like her and father, every day I'm struggling not to easily get angry or whatsoever "Don't angry and jannah for you" I failed again and again, but I'm still working on that. ... Being home is what I've been avoided my whole live, When I was applying for high school I pray to Allah, I wanted to be in boarding school if that would makes me a better person. Because I know, when I'm home I can't be anything. I can't rule my self, I don't know what path I should take. And I don't know how to overcome my and my mother stubbornness And half of my intention of taking college in yogyakarta is my runaway from home ... Long story short, here I am, home again I've been planning this and that, s...