(Dreamer)

I thought this past years I don't really feel alive, beside everything becoming tastless with me losing my purpose of life, this world doesn't seems okay too, so It's not just me, everyone seems on survival mode and look at your surroundings and guess how many people who's barely living. Tapi kalo gua pikir lagi, selalu ada hal baru mau itu sekarang, setahun lalu, atau dulu. Dan masa-masa yang gua pikir seru itu sebenernya sama aja, banyak momen-momen nyesek juga dan mungkin karena sudah jadi kenangan jadi sounds interesting and fun.  Diantara takdir baik dan buruk itu, kita selalu punya pelajaran yg jadi celah kita untuk tumbuh. Gua kira cuma hal-hal yg gua bilang "seru" yg bikin gua hidup, padahal learning the hard way yg justru gua rasa bikin agak sedikit lebih dewasa. This Ramadhan, just like other Ramadhan and months that was past by, I'm doing lots of new things, dan nyicil project yg possibly bisa dikerjain. Wellh starting something never never been...